The Talk! (Kim, Matt & Christine)

Kim just nodded Christine was not the only angry person in this conflict.. Matt knew this well as he had seen first hand the rage Kim had unleashed yesterday..

Kim : Let's go over to that side of the park and get this talk started.. But I am giving you only one fair warning Christine.. Rehashing the past only one sided.. Making Matt be the bad guy and you miss perfectly innocent is NOT going to work or going to happen today.. You also did a lot to hurt Matt and I know damn well he hurt you.. But you were not the only hurt person.. Your bitterness is infecting your family..

Christine : Who do you think you are..

Kim : I am Matt's fiancee Yes.. But I am also the one person that would understand what you are going through better then anyone else.. I have been there.. And I got over it!.. So 1 warning only.. Talk about the problems without pointing the finger of blame or you will be knocked out and on your ass a lot faster then you could ever imagine..

Kim walked to the side where there were picnic tables..

Kim : I am going to say this only once Christine.. Perhaps then you will see why I can say that you need to get over it and move on.. You see where you are now.. I was a few years back..

Christine : Do not compare yourself to me..

Kim : Why not.. I was violently and systematically destroyed.. Beaten to a bloody pulp and brutally raped.. Yeah.. I have been there and I got myself revenge for it.. I found the fucker and neutered him.. No.. I fucking castrated the bastard.. Spend some time in jail for doing it to.. I am not saying you need to do the same... But I am telling you that yeah what happened to you sucked.. It was unfair and uncalled for.. You deserved better.. But.. It happened.. And your bitterness is slowly poisoning you and your children..

Kim looked over towards Matt who was trying to make the kids play with him..

Kim : Who in the hell did you think put him back together again.. He was in a bad place Christine because of his own actions.. Did you think for one single second that the man you see over there did not regret what he did.. He could not face it anymore and he was slowly but surely destroying himself.. I have known what he did and what had happened since day one Christine.. But what you refuse to see.. Is the pain he caused himself was a million times worse then what he did to you and the kids.. And he did it over and over and over again because there was nobody stopping him from doing it.. Until me..

Kim shook her head slowly..

Kim : We are both damaged Christine.. But I chose to do something about it.. I refused to remain a fucking victim.. And I am not.. Not anymore.. There is not a damn thing stopping you from doing the exact same thing.. Stop being the fucking victim.. Start being the survivor.. Because right now.. You sound.. act and seem to be for the entire world to see, nothing more then a spoiled annoying pathetic drama queen stuck in the past singing the same old fucking wow pity me song, instead of a strong independent mother and women's wrestler.. Only you can change that.. But I am no longer going to let you verbally abuse Matt for his mistakes and let you play the innocent.. You made several mistakes he forgave you for.. About time you start returning the favor..

Christine stands up and looks down at Kim as she pounds the table.

Christine: Now you listen and you listen good. And don’t you fucking dare interrupt me. You sit here and think you know me. You sit here and think you know me. You have the fucking nerve to tell me to stop being a drama queen and to stop playing a fucking victim. You don’t know fucking shit. I am not playing the fucking victim. I have a right to vent. It is a Fucking free country. You talk about how you nursed him back when that isn’t what he said. You make him a victim when he did have people to turn to. And NO he didn’t fucking care what he did. You want to say I am like you cause you were raped. Well I am sorry you were but that don’t make us the same. People aren’t made the same. Everyone is different. You handled it the way you thought was best for you. But I was a fucking teen that was kidnapped for 3 day in a school janitor closet and was tied up. I was a fucking virgin and I didn’t ask for it.

She looks at Scotty.

Christine: He was what came from that. You try raising a child out of a rape and tell me you don’t have issues. You don’t have fucking nightmares. Or you can Ask both Matt and James not only who found me but how I was found. You try having a relationship with a man older than you. A man that treated you like a queen even when you don’t deserve it and goes as far to getting to the church to wed just to leave mins before you were supposed to be married without saying a fucking word.

Christine look at Matt.

Christine: No I never said I was fucking perfect. You assumed that. Yes I know I made mistakes and I made up for them. I made sure of it… but he didn’t. He didn’t even look back until it was too late. That little looked up to him as a father since his dad is a fucking asshole that has no fucking rights to the child. You want to know what happened? You aren’t a parent and you have the nerve to say what you did. You try as a parent, to see your son who is almost 7 yrs old, not only hate the only man he knew as dad… but he was a straight A student whose grades fell and pushed everyone away. You have a almost 3 yr old little girl that her father is a asshole… didn’t know why the only father she knew was NEVER coming back. ME, a single parent who is not even in my right mind…

She looks at her.


Christine: He didn’t tell you that did he. He didn’t tell you I have 3 other personalities living in me. He didn’t tell you that right now I am doing everything I can to not SNAP right now cause of my kids cause if Angel comes out… Not only will you be on your fucking ass… she will KILL Matt. SO you better be thanking me for not letting her out cause trust me… she is trying. He didn’t tell you I have what is called D.I.D. did he? SO you little fucking shit fit… All it is doing is making things fucking worse. Cause you don’t yell at someone who fucking has Mental issues cause they will bite you in the ass.

She looks at Matt again.

Christine: I told him last night ONE DAMN thing happened… I am taking the kids and I am leaving. And DAMN IT I mean it. You won’t to act like I fucking bitch and get involved in something that has NOTHING to do with you. Then you can take you fucking ass and go to fucking hell. All I did was vent which is what my therapist told me to do. I didn’t fucking threaten you. I didn’t fucken threaten Matt. Hell I didn’t even have fucking issues with you UNTIL NOW! You.. you’re the one that cause this. You’re the one that stuck your nose in my business and your the one that has made this twice as worse than it would have EVER been if you wouldn’t have stuck your nose in it.

Matt Looks at Christine as he butts in.

Matt Ward: Christine that is enough, You know she is just protecting me even though you weren't threatening me. I get that you are pissed off about that, But this was MY Choice for you two to talk things out. But I guess I am going to be the one that ends up looking like a fool in the end.

Christine: No Matthew… you did that the day you walked away and didn’t look back until it was too fucking late. I told you yesterday… you made your bed, you lie in it. And you know what… you can take this as a threat Matt. You fuck up this one with her and I will kick your fucking ass. Maybe you can do this one right sense you certainly couldn’t do your last one right. You want to blame me… fine… but I wasn’t the one that force you to do what you did. I wasn’t the one that asked you do it. You know better than anyone besides my brother what I went thru. Hell Sarah don’t even know all of it.

She looks at Kim.

Christine: Matt here… this isn’t the first time he let me down. I gave him a place to stay when he had nothing… he started to come on to me… Yeah I freaked cause it was right after Levi left me. So I tested him. I wanted to see how much he really cared and so did my trainer. So yes… I left him and all he had to do was stop me… and he didn’t. So what happened? My fucking Trainer who is Addy’s dad… he had his fun with me and then beat the shit out of me. So I left him to find out I was pregnant. And then while pregnant have ass after ass try to get in my pants while my twin brother what kidnapped and tortured. You imagine how that is? NO cause you’re not a fucking twin.

She then looks at Matt.

Christine: Or how about you tell her what the hell happened when I protected you before we got married in TMWF? You want to say I have hurt you… You want to say I have cause all this shit? You need to rethink that statement don’t you. No… I ain’t jealous. I could careless if you marry or not. But what I did care about once… is dead. I told you. You cut it out… you stomped on it… you destroyed everything I once was. And I have NO RIGHT to be bitter. You two can just go to hell if that is what you think cause no don’t know shit.

Christine: You tell her... she started this. All I said when you walked up was hi. I didn't yell. I didn't start in on all this shit. So the one you need to talk to is the one you are marrying cause I swear... I am going to walk away. And when I do... me and the kids will be gone.

She walks over to the kids to check on them so Matt could talk to Kim.

Christine: I won't unless I get address like I was before. If your idea of a talk after someone says hi is a confrontation then yes you will get one back. I agreed to this... and I tried when you walked up to be nice. But I will be damned if I an going to sit here and take shit without fighting back.

She looks at Matt.

Christine: So you got my word Matt, I am trying to be as nice as possible. No I don't trust anyone right now and I have the damn right not to. But when you said come here and talk... I expected talk... not having my head bit off after a hi. So like I said. I ain't the one you need to be scolding.

She walks over to a tree and leans against it looking at him and then her.

Christine: So you tell me... how is this going. If it is going to be a fight... then this is over now and I will leave with the kids and as soon as I find a new place give Matt he keys the the house he bought. Ball is in your court you two. Not mine.